Depression....

I hate depression... I really do. I get these severe depression ruts...
Part of feels like I shouldn't model anymore or that I'm even good at it.
Its to the point really where I feel like I should be behind the camera anymore.
Just feeling down lately. I hate getting into ruts like this. I'm hoping it more the weather gloom...


On the happy side notes:

*I'll be starting school back up and finishing college classes! I am pround of myself for that.
Gonna get my art classes done aswell as my CNA license.

*I've picked up drawing again and thats really been cheering me up a lot.

*We should have a running vehicle soon as long as things go as planned!

*I'm starting up belly dancing to help with losing weight and getting myself healthy!
  I love the dance form of belly dancing and how sexy and beautiful it is.

*I have a surprise for some.... BUT you'll have to wait for that!


I guess that would be all for now. I'm actully kinda starting to feel a little better than I was earlier today.